February 24, 2013

Oh dear

Boy oh boy, did I not make my darling native prince giggle today!  I told him that I had not been updating our blog Blue Elk and Pihanzizzis tipi lately! Suddenly he was laughing. I asked him. What´s so funny?

He said " It´s Pahinzizzi babe!" Boy if I felt dumb big time. A friend of mine had also teased me a bit a few days earlier asking me "Can´t you say your name girl. It´s Pahinzizzi. She is partly native my friend. A day after that...well I had forgotten it and still said Pihanzizzi...lol....well at least my darling native prince got himself a good laugh....lol...I told him...well bloody heck It was a couple of hundreds years ago I was known by that name..do you seriously think I would remeber how to say my sioux name that easilly... He was giggling and he said "My cuddly girl! My snuggly cuddly cutiepie Pahinzizzi!"

My darling native prince is to cute when he starts with his pillow talk! God I just love him so unconditionaly much from the bottom of my heart and soul. <3

So, I guess I have to correct a few things on this blog of ours... *Giggles*

January 24, 2013

Native in a hurry to the outhouse

Meny white men has called us natives to uncivilized people. But we natives where as civilized as the white and every other human being on the planet, no matter colour. It is descusting and makes me ASHAMED to bee white when I think how the white people have been treating the natives and any other coloured human being and still do to some extent. That truly pisses me off!

Anyways in this funny vision of an old memory I had from when I was the daughter of the pawneé chief White Eagle and my name was Wakanda. In the vision, from a long time ago, when I was a cute native girl with the name Wakanda, I was tidying up in a tipi. I could see and feel my black braids touching my skin when I was tiding up the floor from trash, to make it little more hygienic in there and to make it look nice. Some native men could bee real messy at times. Suddenly a native man rushes in to the tipi. He ordered me, almost shouting at me " Get lost, I want some privacy in here!" The guy had extremely rush! When I was about to walk out I noticed the native man take down his pants and sit down from the corner of my eye. Suddenly he started to pretty much shout at me " GET LOST ALREADY!" I hurried out as fast as I could trough the tipi! The poor native had very bad stummach and wanted to get some privacy to empty his guts so to speak.

Yes folks we native indians DID have tipi outhouses. We did not go out to the bush to shit or pee like uncivilized animals, like the foolish white men have brainwashed you with! No we had outhouse tipis, we even had sweat lodges inform of  tipis that is similar to a saunas.

January 17, 2013

First time I saw Blue Elk in a vision

First time I saw Blue Elk in a vision, was when I was 15 years old! I had just got back after an exhausting day at school. I decided to calm down by listening to Modern Talking, while I was resting in bed! I was listening to one of my favorite Modern Talking songs "Romantic warriors". I closed my eyes, when my body got relaxed enough i suddenly saw a vision clear as I would have gone back int time, to another place! So clear that i could almost feel and smell the surroundings. I found myself in middle of the prairies. I could see the mountains, i adored the place. It also felt that i knew that place,like i had been there before. Suddenly i see a tiny cloud of sand including something that looked like someone was running very fast on a horse.

The rider came closer and closer till i could see that it was a native warrior riding on a powerful paint mustang stallion. The native had a very serious and determined look on his face. He was also a very attractive native! He had raven black hair that reached little over the nipples, dark brown, pretty much black brown eyes, plump lips and very muscular and fit. The stallions hoofs pounded in the ground like thunder where he was running! I got goosebumps seeing that native warrior sitting on that fast mustang stallion. I also felt extremely drawn to this warrior! Like I knew him and like I loved him purely and deeply from the bottom of my heart and soul! He run pass me as fast as he had showed up! I looked at him on his horse until he was just a tiny dot in the horizon. I opened my eyes and I felt a tremendous amount of love from my heart towards this native! I got a smile on my face and I felt peaceful and very happy to have seen this native warrior!

This was the first time i saw Blue Elk for almost 400 years. It was beginning on last year I started to get flashes of memories from distant past when I was Pahinzizzi, the wife of Blue Elk! The worst memory must probably bee the memory of that white man brutally shooting my 4 year old daughter Sonseerai in front of my very eyes! Many tears fell that day when thous flashes of my and Blue Elk´s 4 year daughter got brutally killed....

January 11, 2013

Astral*Vision An old native man waiting

I found myself around native indians. My absolute favourite people ever! Ok I found myself in a native village and there in the village was a old native man! Boy if he was excited to see me! Like he had been waiting for me for meny, meny years to show up. He came towards me and said with excitement to follow him and so I did!
He was a very sweet old native man and was nice to have conversation with! We walked till we came to the top of a mountain witch was a canyon mountain. When we stood there up on top of that canyon mountain. His eyes seemed to twinkle of excitement and he pointed with his hand down bellow and he seemed to smile of happiness and with a bit of natives pride. Bellow was a huge field of green grass and close by a nice little stream. On the field was a huge herd of grazing mustangs. When I saw the huge herd of grazing mustangs I felt over joyed of happiness. Cause I knew that where there are mustangs there are buffalo.
The native man was sprouting of happiness to show me this and the way he looked at me said everything. His eyes said everything while his lips had a huge smile on them "This is all thanks to you, all thanks to you!" I was so happy to see the old mans happiness to bee able to show me this because he had been waiting to show me this for a very, very, very long time! I got so overjoyed to see all this that a tear of happiness fell down my chin! And to also to see how happy this old native man was, to bee able to show me all this truly warmed me inside my heart and soul...

Blue Elk Music Video

Well, I have felt a bit creative so I made a little music video to honour the famous legendary Sioux warrior and chief Blue Elk. Took me  2 days to fix this music vide! This music video will bee edited and change a little bit after some time! But still I got satisfied of it to share it with all of you...

January 9, 2013

Healing Ceremony

This happened 2 days ago when i was astral. I had been sick with flue and fever sometime and this particular night i was visited by 3 old native medicine men. They tried to tell me something but since i had fever i could not seem to register their message into my head, that seemed to have concerned them a bit and they had a very concerned look in their faces. They talked to each other in a native language. The 3 old medicine men decided to perform a healing ceremony! One took a drum and started to drum a healing ceremony beat. The second medicine man used  incense to cleanse my spirit from the virus. The other one held a dream catcher and some herbs. The two old medicine men was performing the ritual by asking the spirits of light for healing. After about half a hour one of them looked at me and putted his hand on my forehead.Then he looked at the other medicine with a satisfied smile and said something in a native language! But what I picked up was this "She´ll bee ok!" The others also looked satisfied and they left. About half an hour later I woke up and felt much better than the day before. The fever was down to almost normal temperature and I also felt like my energy was coming back!

Thank you so much my sweet native friends for your healing astral. The white buffalo woman is very pleased with your healing actions! Your days will come again where the native nations will blossom in to a paradice with no more suffering and pain. That is her word for your healing and that is what will bee!

Blessings to you!